Thursday, July 8, 2010

Sometimes, do you feel as tho there are a lot of things which you wanna say but you just can't say it in your blog? sometimes do you feel as tho there is a secret blog where nobody knows and you can pour out all your feelings there?

I just don't feel like myself. I cannot say and cannot do. Why do I have to live so hard?
I just wonder why.

Maybe I expect too much. I expect that at least people will always laugh with me when I make jokes, at least people would continue the topic that I have started, at least people will rmb the good things I have done. I just feel that the things I have done, are redundant whenever people don't appreciate it.

But all I know is, keeping quiet is the best solution to everything.
Oh well.
All I can do is to be optimistic bahhhhh.
lalalala~